Tiny prostate orgasms

I'm rather envious of guys that orgasm from ass sex and prostate play, they come so hard! I HAD to achieve this! So I start training and hey, we all gotta start somewhere haha. These orgasms do LOOK small. Sometimes some cum shoots out, other times it beads up on the head of my cock and stays there. However how they look is completely different to how they feel. They are REALLY intense, some of them are SO incredible I can barely describe and I'm always exhausted after. Definitely doing more of this!